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Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:52:45 GMT

The Sting is really one of the greatest songs ever written ever! If you know me (which let's face it, you are reading a website, of course you do) then you know that I love TSN and I never falter from that stance, but I do forget sometimes just how fantastic some of their stuff is. The Sting is just amazing...Givese me motherfucking goosebumps.

Just spent like, fifteen minutes poking through your lj for annabelle the dancing sheep ben. You fucking crazy. Your journal is really funny. I did find this survey which was neat, and because I'm cranky and tired, I shall fill it out again

I actually lost it, and had to go digging through ben's journal again to find it.

10 Random things about me

1. I hate my astrological sign
2. I ate alot less food these past two days then I've been eating, and I am really proud of me.
3. I get embarassed really easily, and I don't like to admit it even to myself.
4. I really like my first name...which is not dan btw.
5. I really worry that I'm racist.
6. I hate america
7. I love the bus
8. I get freaked out by having my blood drawn.
9. I am the worst shaver ever
10.I rarely use conditioner

9 places I want to visit:

1. Paris!
2. Denmark!
3. The inside of freezepop's bodies so I can wear their skin and take their memories!
4. Seattle would be kinna fun.
5. Somewhere in the midwest.
6. London
7. Where the birds always sing...
8. Not africa!
9. Man, right after the racism thing...
8 things I want to do before I die:

1. Calm the fuck down.
2. Maybe become a rokk star? Or at least piggyback off of one?
3. Burn tech to the ground!
4. Get Kazam married to a nice boy bird.
5. Bake a pie all on my own.
6. become tom petty
7. Get a good haircut
8. Become a rap megastar (Ben's answer, I'll keep it)

7 ways to win my heart:

1. Laugh at my jokes
2. Make me laugh
3. Don’t be overly happy.
4. Tact
5. Don't judge me
6. Lurve kazambot.
7. Lurve tom petty.

6 things I believe in:

1. A thing called love
2. biology is stupid!!!
3. evolution
4. That tom petty is a genius
5. night time is beautiful
6. Life isn't all bad all the time.

5 things I’m afraid of:

1. My shoes
2. Getting a real job
3. School
4. Global warming
5. Sex

4 of my favorite items in my bedroom:

1. fantom
2. korg
3. cardinal snow globe
4. My bed

3 things I do almost every day if not everyday:

1. Listen to music
2. freak out
3. laugh

2 things I'm trying not to do right now:

1. something something
2. stress myself

1 person I want to see right now:

1. No one really. I'm okay just sitting here alone.

Oh, and I'm making my lj friends-only. I'm not removing anyone (not because I don't hate many, if not all of you, I'm just a lazy person) so no worries :-)

<3 my lj friends

Ughagh

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 00:01:49 GMT

I just spent an hour and a half recording this little synthpop thing for b-virus/djvue and I have no idea how I feel about it. It's nice...i think? It's obviously very tongue -in-cheek and cute and bubbly and stuff so no one would assume I meant for it to be a symphony or something, but I'm wondering if it's really holding it's own as well as I would have liked. It is cute though...I'm debating on sending it you ben...I probably will just cuz "why not?" so yeah, look out for it.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 20:21:07 GMT

C₆₀

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 20:00:18 GMT

Andrew:
Ico's music is so beautiful. I really want to play the game. You will need to hook me up with it soon. I don't care if this inconveniences you in any way.

Magic!

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 19:18:33 GMT

yeah. What a weird day. Went to lab...for like thirty minutes and then went to the library to study. I studied for a bit, took a wonderful 1.5 hour nap at one of those little private study desk things. It was so nice. Woke up, studied some more, went to class. Came home. weird...Need to study more...I feel overwhelmed with knowledge. Which is bad.

Oh and Wrong Turn is not a very good film.

Can I get a whoops whoops?

I am a marginally bad person, but this makes up for it

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 06:27:47 GMT

LOL

rotflmao

shut up snow patrol

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 06:05:17 GMT

I am the ultimate easter bunny god dammit.

la la la la la la la la la la la la

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:20:52 GMT

What the fuck
God dammit. I hate my coworkers alot sometimes. That aside...countdown to me quitting. yay. I can't wait!!! Three is the way to be.

There was a crazy storm tonite. it was real cool. Re-reading the last days of foxhound. so sublimely funny. I saw a girl with a shirt I wanted on the front it said "I'm Rad" and on the back it said "You're Rad" and then in littler font under that it said "let's hug". too wicked for me thanks.

Also, mr. tv, shut the FUCK UP ABOUT BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN. I don't care for god's sake! Just SHUT UP. I've barely seen ANY ads for any of the other films that did well at the oscars (I see only a scarce few ads for crash, and i think I've only seen one ad for capote) so just SHUT UP. I am not that blown away.

blue songs are like tatoos you know...

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 05:08:41 GMT

I've been to sea before. crown and anchor me or let me sail away...

hey blue

LJ's usuerpic thing is really neat! I know mine looks like shit here, but with a smaller picture it would have been radder. It's nice of them to give a feature like that for those of us who aren't artistically inclined so to speak. BTW that is a greater prairie chicken. They are endangered.

tomorrow is five years of parrot

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 02:10:23 GMT


	Daniel Pills: Will cause hair to turn blue
	'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com

100 RANDOM QUESTIONS.

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?
no...

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
n/a

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED:
Probably my kazam keychain. or my soccer ball bowl.

4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL?
Once. but I made it last.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Um...several years ago?

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
CDs

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Saltines

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
They won't shut the fuck up. But...I notice that about boys too. However it is the first thing I notice.

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
"The White Beyond"--TSN

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
at the threshold of hell. HAHA JK LOL

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
Blacksburg

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
n/a

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Um...I like FYE sometimes.

14. LONGEST JOB HELD:
14 months and running!

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
No.

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
I have occasionally.

17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
several years ago.

18. FIRST PERSON YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
I don't think I'd call people about it.

19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH:
January?

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Taco bell I suppose.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
Hm. I dunno.

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
Macado's sadly

24. CAN YOU COOK?
No. and I don't need to. Everyone can go to hell.

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
1994 Ford Aerostar

26. BEST KISSER?
Kazam

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
I don't know.

28.MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
Sour cream.

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
I'm a funny dude.

30. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
No. quite the opposite. I hate everyone. I want to crush someone.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
8 hours.

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Pulp Fiction

34. CAN YOU SING?
No. but I do.

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
TSN

36. LAST KISS?
Kazam.

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
The Nightflier

38. THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
My wallet and car keys

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
I don't like vacations

40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
Yeah!

41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED?
small and perfect

42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
sorta

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
desktop. laptops are for commies.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
jerry seinfeld. So fuck you!

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
I wish I did.

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
With. I used to do without sometimes though. it's fun!

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
Stress

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
Anything can work! and anything can fail! (had to make sure it was still partially negative)

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
never when I was driving

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes. but as a rule I hate breakfast.

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
No. not old enough yet.

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Omellete

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
Yeah, but I belive you have to practically be a saint to understand it. as in NOTHING WE ARE GONNA READ OR TALK ABOUT.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
mom

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
I don't have one of those.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
ANdrew may have sent one to my email a few months ago.

57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
Burger King

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
two

59. WHAT ARE YOU HEARING RIGHT NOW?
Stellastarr

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
"lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars. while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car. nothing quite like the feel of something new"--The Only Time NIN

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR SANDWICH?
strawberry

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
Not well.

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM?
I'm a good swimmer.

64. FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM?
chocolate

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
No.

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?
I hated being 14.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
I've thrown theme parties.

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
fall

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
Probably an hour or so ago.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
10...

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
It ends eventually.

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
never

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Bruce Wayne.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
Real pirates are cool.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND:
Work and some chemistry.

79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME?
N

80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS?
Too old.

81. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HANDBAG?
clear

82. ARE YOU SICK?
it is bitter cold and I am sick at heart

83. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
not recently XD

84. IS THE BATHROOM OPEN?
I'm not sure.

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
no

86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV?
no

87. ARE YOU SMILING?
no.

88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?
no.

89. ARE YOU A BLONDE?
no

90. DO YOU DREAM IN COLOR?
yes

91. DO YOU HAVE A NICE ASS:
no

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
Nope.

93. WHEN DO YOU WANNA LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY?
Eh.

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Alex. Well maybe not, but I do really like that name. I also like piper.

95.WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
Yellow with black stripes.

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
Yeah...

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
No.

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
Yes. it was most unpleasant.

99. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
No.

100. IF YOU COULD HAVE 1 THING RIGHT NOW, IT'D BE?
Eh.

My ex is ... n/a really...
Maybe I should ... fold the laundry
I love ... --Quoth kazam
I don't understand ... alot of things...
I lost my ... mind
People would say that I'm ... too hostile
Sex is ... genetic recombination
Love is ... exagerated alot I think.
Somewhere, someone is ... writing a song.
I will always ... be tired.
Forever is ... just a day away.
I think the current President is ... ugly
I Woke up this morning ... and went back to sleep
Life is full of ... assholes
My past ... happened
I get annoyed when ... everything!
I wish ... I was done with my job.
My dog ... s are awesome/
Tomorrow I'm going to ... work.
I have no tolerance for people who ... everything! XD
If I had a million dollars I would ... buy a hippo. Because I am woody harrelson and I am a DUMBASS AND MY WIFE IS A WHORE.
Sometimes I want to ... break everything.
Home is ... where the heart is.
Life is ... a drag man.... I like the word "drag" in that context.

That was fun. Sort of...

But really it is five years of kazam tomorrow. half a decade.

Nothing quite like the feel of something new

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 05:02:53 GMT

at 3 seconds past 1:02 a.m., the date will be 01:02:03 04-05-06.
that was stolen from aghostchild and I'm sure it's been mentioned elsewhere (nicole heard it on the radio) but it is really rad to the max. I mean, how often does that happen? once every hundred years man. I bought "Pretty Hate Machine" by nine inch nails and "Final Straw" by Snow Patrol today. I have to get up real early tomorrow, but I'm gonna stay up insanely late tonite.

why?

because I can. I am a grown up and I make my own decisions. Hell, I only have like five more months as a teenager.

Well, here I am with a club and not a baby seal in sight...

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 00:58:11 GMT

Hm, I think I may be coming around to Stellastarr. Which is good, because I wanted to like them along time ago, and I'm not saying I'm like, going crazy over them or anything, but they're actually pretty good. So yay. Yay for me. Ugh, my room is a pit. Re-set my new (well old at this point) clock. It kept getting unplugged or shit, and so I just stopped even trying, but now it's set again. Gosh I really don't have as much to say as I thought I did.

Oh and...

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 17:45:07 GMT

William, your sign in the car was fucking hilarious! I literally L@FFED out loud. So funny.

I am an athlete!

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 17:38:00 GMT

I converted my soccer ball today...into a buckyball! It is so rad!!! It makes me so happy! In case you don't know, Buckyballs (actual name buckminsterfullerene) are the third kind of pure carbon (the other two are diamonds and graphite). It's molecular formula is C₆₀. Yup. Just 60 carbons. They arrange themselves into spheres composed of 12 pentagons and 20 hexagons. Every carbon is sp2 hybridized (i.e. every carbon's orbitals are hybridized so that they form three single bonds and one double bond, theoretically every carbon has is double bonded to one other carbon and single bonded to two others [the math works there I just worded it strangely]). Bucky balls are not aromatic as they are not planar (benzene is aromatic for example). Being a dome, nothing is lying flat, all of these rings are slightly strained and bent inward a bit. This means that not all of the pi electrons (the electrons that are used for double bonds) can be delocalized throughout the entire structure (like in benzene). I don't really know alot about buckyballs, I would guess that they must still have some marginal resonance, but if the angle strain is enough to make them non-aromatic, then I don't really see how they could delocalize their electrons at all. Experimentally buckyballs undergo addition reactions as opposed to substitution reactions, which definitely means it's non-aromatic (but we knew that) but if it was resonance stabilized at all I have no idea why it would be more stable to ever do an addition reacion, aromaticity or not, but then again, what do I know? The bottom line here is, it's not aromatic, and the electrons aren't completely delocalized throughout the entire sphere, perhaps they are marginally in each ring though.

Anyway...off-topic... :-D The real bottom line is buckyballs look exactly like soccer balls. XD Exactly. So i took my soccer ball, drew in the appropriate double bonds, and labeled it "Buckyball!" and else where "buckminsterfullerene" and under each I wrote C₆₀. It is SO COOL!!! It makes me so happy to just bounce the little bitch around! To make it more clear though I had to draw the double bonds "twice" for some C-C bonds. That is hard to put into words but you'll notice if you see the ball. The bottom line is I did it for aesthetic purposes, not because I think carbon actually makes five bonds occasionally XD But wouldn't it be crazy if it did?

Bachelor in Arts

Does this make me bad cure fan? Sports and all? XD

April fools! There is no such thing as daylight savings time, everyone gets an hour back!

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 19:24:41 GMT

Nicole:
Don't you think that "The Hand That Feeds" could have also been titled "Words that rhyme with 'feeds'"? I mean, I like the song and all, but it does feel a little ridiculous sometimes. XD

fuck u ben franklin.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 07:13:33 GMT

God damn daylight savings, I wo uld have tried to go to bed earlier if i had remembered. I have nothing to get up for tomorrow...except dang ol kazam. Man. I am getting too old for this shit already. I am really sick of being OCD. It has gotten so much worse recently (I changed my clothes about four times yesterday, and it was never by "choice"). Everyone (mostly everyone) only sees or hears about the "funny" parts of it like "haha you have a little thing you have to say/visualize to put your parking brake on" or "haha you have to wash your feet before you can go to sleep" (which btw, contrary to what I said recently has gotten much worse, I have to use soap now :-() Not that I'm mad at anyone or anything for laughing (figuratively I suppose) it's just it's not funny, it's debilitating. Like, I used to take surverys or read stuff about it and one of the questions was "How many hours of your day does OCD take up?" I could never really rationalize more then 1 back then (and I'm perpetually scared of lying to myself or others to get attention [that should be a definition of LJ btw]) but now I can see that it must be up in the area of 4 or 5. Back then it must have been 2-3. I just never realized how much of my thoughts are consumed by this. Every thing I do, say, feel is constantly being put through these huge elaborate screening processes. I feel so helpless. There is nothing that can actually make me happy for more then a short time before it's ravaged by neruoses and questions and fears and problems and little visualizations and tricks I have to make up. I had to put a towel down on the chair I sat on this evening to eat dinner because I touched it before showering after work. I must have added like 10-15 hours at work per pay period all due to OCD stuff. it used to be taht I could go "okay, whip yourself into shape!" and i could get myself down to decent times, but now it's more of a "Oh my gosh, I can't belive you got through this today" let alone trying to get better. I'm just glad it's almost over, It's brekaing me down. WHen a day should take...maybe 3 hours, and I stretch it into 6 no problem. It's exhausting, and it makes me feel so bad about myself. As you may imagine I have pretty much 0 self esteem at this point. When I'm happy I feel bad that I'm not depressed and I have to convince myself that I'm sad, and when I'm depressed I'm sure I'm just faking it to get attention. I've spent the last several days convincing myself I understand how resonance works (chemistry...) because I can't get my tatoo unless I understand it perfectly. THis consists of me staying up at nite saying certain phrases or thining certain visualizations (all in order!) over and over again until the gnawing feeling in my stomach will go away (the upshot is I feel I understand resonance better and cleared up a few misconceptions I had). I can't listen to any band and feel pleased with it for long, soon I am sure that I hate them too much, or I like them too much. I have become obsessed with washing my hands and germs recently. I have to wash my hands twice alot at home, I can't touch my tennis shoes without having a panic attack (hold hands out and wash them right away, if you touch your clothes, you have to change them) I have to use lisa and mom constantly: Lisa has her little "duties" that she has to perform every night (these are, dead serious, check on chinchillas, make sure the cat is in [even if i can see the cat right in front of me I will ask her] and make sure the liquid soap in the laundry room is sitting upright and the lid is crew on tight [powder soap never bothered me], and that the light in the laundry room is off) My mom gets to check on everything in the living room (ovens, heaters, chinchillas [again or if lisa didn't do it] the all too deadly kitchen, and I assume she looks for any bowls or cups full of "dangerous" things that are in the living room) And for any OCD question (did you check "x"?) the answer alwasy has to be "yes." Not 'yeah' or 'yup!" it has to be "yes." Sometime I can let my mom get away with it, but not lisa. I've gotten alot better with my alarm clock though. And with soap in the bathroom, so I guess I'm not all bad (my bathroom used to be alot worse, I had to make sure the facuet on the tub and sink was off, that there were no bugs trapped in the tub, that there were no 'chemicals' on the floor or sink, that the soap wasn't going to tip over, and that the lid on the toilet was shut) and btw, 'check' doesn't mean what it means for regular people. it's not like looking at something and going "that's done" I have to stare at it and convince myself it's relaly okay, explaining to myself (in certain words) why and how it is okay. You can imagine how this helps my spiritual life. God damn this daylight savings time. And you should see me at work, oh god, it is amazing. I just lose my fucking mind. It;s horrible. It's the real reason why I can't handle working there anymore (sadly I can handle the mass death at this point, not the mind-numbing stress). Worse? All these precautions actually don't make anything safer. I took the dogz on a walk and just left kupo put in the house left to his own devices. I could have left the door open while I was gone. But I assure you tonite I will spend five minutes looking at his cage making sure his stupid doors are shut. Maybe not that long, Home isn't as scary compared to work. Okay. That helped to talk about. Sorry, but when you keep all that stuff inside it makes you real upset. I just needed to talk about it I guess. I'm not trying to be Ll "oh wow he has problems lets all feel bad for him" I just needed to talk about it.

I'm not racist, I just hate all people.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 04:37:06 GMT

Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most then pick ten people to do the same. Do this if you want. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. Sleeping with the windows open.
2. Hearing a song you really want to hear.
3. Being clean!
4. Quiet walks home.
5. Frappucinnos. Yeah, I'm going to hell.
6. Just taking some time out for yourself.
7. making pointless numbered lists (I really do love lists)
8. Waiting to fall asleep
9. Knowing you don't have to get up to do anything awful the next day
10. Living the moment

I tag everyone.

I got a black&white cookie from starbucks today. Not good. Not good at all. There was some insanely stupid shit happening downtown, and I walked half the way home, so I got to experience some of it. Last time I walked home was at night over spring break, so it was totally desolate. I knew it was nice then, but i never really knew how nice until today. Need to put kazam to bed, and give the puppies a little walk on the street. Oh, and as I was waiting for the bus (drinking my fucking enormous frappucinno, venti is italian for "larger then God") some guy in a car drives past me and yells (and I quote) "Waiting for the bus!" Yes everyone, college is where smart people come from. Or so I am told...

dammit!

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 06:07:50 GMT

Today sucked! Gosh dangit! GR. All I did was go to fucking work, and come home and do fucking homework. Dammit! Well, whatever. The good news? I get to do it AGAIN tomorrow. In that order. On that note, if anyone wants to do anything or any junk like that, I will be at work until fivish probably, and after that I have a chapter on fish to read. So chances are I will be busy. Call anyway if you want to do stuff, maybe I will be done...I doubt it though...*sigh*

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:16:36 GMT

Bi... Bismuth
You scored 57 Mass, 41 Electronegativity, 29 Metal, and 70 Radioactivity!

Ever wonder where the name Pepto-Bismol came from? You. You exist within the gray area between metals and non-metals. Personality-wise you are inflexible in your approach to problems, and you are prone to giving up on everything when one thing gets rough... you may give up, but you don't walk away, and eventually you'll try again. You are a social element, but you have the tendency to let entire groups of friends lapse or disintegrate over time only to build them up again later. You might get along pretty well with Mercury or Lead. Of course, you might get along well with something else. You're actually kinda strange... I mean, look at you. Those are some freaky shapes you're forming.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 91% on Mass

You scored higher than 76% on Electroneg

You scored higher than 7% on Metal

You scored higher than 92% on Radioactivity

Link: The Which Chemical Element Am I Test written by effataigus on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Don't have to apologize for the way I feel

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 00:34:45 GMT

That was just too great!

Um, I have a project for anyone feeling artistic. I have become obsessed with silver nitrate, not silver nitrate per se, but a name that silver nitrate (apparently) goes by: Lunar Caustic. I would love it for anyone to give me an artistic represenation of this compound. I'm thinking a picture, but words or sound would work too. You can find a (decent) image of it at www.chemfinder.com Bear in mind this is just one resonance structure (of three identical structures) the actual structure of silver nitrate has partial double bond character for each nitrogen-oxygen bond and a partial negative charge on each oxygen. Silver has a positive charge on it, Nitrogen has a positive charge on it, and two of the oxygens in each resonace structure have negative charges. Overall it has a formal charge of 1. Anyway. someone impress me. Oh and it's ionic I believe.

Get to work!!!

Also I found a danish metal band named Lunar Caustic. XD
http://danishmetalpages.dk/Bands/Lunarcaustic/pullthetrigger.htm

Lunch costs 2.40 at BHS nowadays!

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 06:59:36 GMT

Was it always that much? Hm... I guess I may ramble a bit behind what is commonly referred to as Do you ever have those days where you hate every single song you have? I hate days like that, because music is such a major calming force for me, so hating all of it really sucks. In music news...I've been working on this little synth pop number today, and it's really frustrating me. If it works I may pitch it at you ben. It's so frustrating. It started as a little doodle on the piano and then I decided I hated it. Later this evening I putzed with it on the fantom to see if I liked it more with a synth sound, and I did! Alot. It's this really cute little thing that could be a good verse type thing. Unfortunately I'm so stuck after that. Everything i write comes out really trite and contrived, and sounds like a million other things I've written. So yuck to that. I had one of those weird "lose lose" moments today...I had a question about my stellar chem test, it turns out I did not catch that trick question about carboxylic acids, it tricked me XD anyway, I didn't understand that becasue I was pretty sure of what I read, but I figured five points is a lot! My only issue? I was wearing my benzene shirt and I felt stupid asking for help with that shirt on. I was really hoping she (my professor) wouldn't notice it...so I go up to ask, she explains it to me real nice like, and does not mention my shirt. SO it was good she didn't, but at the same time I felt hurt that she didn't I mean, come on! your a chem professor! this shirt cost me moneys! So yeah, that was kind of lame i think O_O M-E-K-O-N What is going on? Um...

The triple ellipses is my fucking bitch man. Neat fact? According to LJ "music" is a common interest people list. Really. who knew internet losers listen to music! Not only do they listen to it, they are interested in it. I did homework today and yesterday! I am so proud of me! I've been so bad with the schooling recently so mad props for daniel. Oh, and my shcedule is going to suck some major cock next semester. It's a bunch of hard classes, with a tuff schedule, and a bunch of them are worht 1 credit, so I'm only getting 15 for it. >_< It's physics, physics lab (1 credit GRR) Analytical chemistry lecture, the respective lab (1 credit GRR), Survey of chemical literature (1 credit and writing intensive GRR), calculus, and this intro to music stuff class. That class looks really neat and stuff, but it also might be hard and embarassing, so we'll see. I (technically) should be taking physical chemisty and it's lab this semester (and next!) but I figured three labs would be wayyyyy to much! XD There are all these weird stains on my monitor. wtf? I ask myself...Oh, and I've torn down practically all of my posters in my room as I am in the process of redecorating. So rad. I love wasting the dollars. Watched a great ep of 21 jumpstreet, it was about drugz and stuff and it ended with one of those corny 80s things where the cast tells you to stay off drugs and stuff. which lisa pointed out to me that johhny depp was taking plenty of drugs at that time. so ha! *dukeweepingwhenhehearsthesoundscomingfromtheairvents*

You know when I was younger I used to worry about people running out of new combinations of notes to make new songs. I still occasionally worry about it too. Stupid and irrational I know. I hate my skin...every part of it on my body I hate it. Not like, emo hate it, just hate it. I need to just take a few minutes out of my day (and a few dollars out of my pocket) and buy some stuff for my face. I have pores so big I could build a house in them. P.S. I hate zoology. Hate it hate it hate it. *oh no*

Oh and another heads up! I will be out of town from may 17th to juneish around the same time. I will be camping. I may die this time. Anyway. Yeah. Policy of truth is still my favorite depeche mode song. It's just too rad for it's own good. If anyone has any snowglobes they don't want pass them my way. I'm sort of getting a little collection going (three [3] so far) Well I guess that's it. I'll see if that song feels like cooperating. Night night children

P.S. William, I really like that song by the eels. I can't wait to hear some more!

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:40:29 GMT

Turn on your WinAmp, WMP, iTunes, whatever you play music with. Turn the shuffle on. Push play, then fast forward and write down each song as it occurs in this list, and it will be a fortune:

How you felt about high school: To Love Somebody--Billy Corgan. No, not at all.
How you feel about life now:"Waiting"--Baby V.O.X. I guess sort of. I would have picked something else, but yeah. Great memories though. Baby vox rox.
How you feel about the future: The Hanging Garden (studio demo)--The Cure That is depressing.
The way your crush feels about you: Depending On You--Tom Petty AWW. that is sweet, they're depending on me. Too bad they don't exist! XD
Your best friend’s secret: Siamese Twins--The Cure Hm, I guess that's pretty depressing.
The story of your life will be titled: The Archer--UHP/Splashdown (I don't know, I hatemyself) Um, that is stupid i guess.

That was sort of fun. there should have been more questions.

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 06:25:39 GMT

Is it weird that I'm getting emails from random people...addressed to random people...with attached pictures that are ads for viagra, orgasm stuff, penis enlargment etc. (nothing gross, just has the name of a website)..but here's the weird part...each e-mail has a random part of my favorite novel in the body. Yeah, my favorite book "The Master And Margarita" by Mikhail Bulgakov. These e-mails always have a large and random passage. Weird.

No cut!

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 05:33:56 GMT

I hate a lot of things, let's list them:
1.)Zoology is definitely one of them.
2.)School at a close second
3.)Listing things in numerical order even though that order in no way reflects my hatred of said things.
4.)bad grammar.
6.)Bad counting
7.)School again!
8.)College students. Christ, the people in my lab group are so annoying it is criminal. Well, they're not that bad, but I do hate them. But that was implied by them living and breathing.
9.)I hate the mean lady in charge of the stockroom in chem. She is MEAN and makes me want to FUCKING cry.
10.) I hate it when stupid people like the same things you do. God, you think I'd be over it by now, like but I'm not. Whenever I find out that some complete asshole loves a band I love, or hell just likes a band I love, I die a little inside.
11.)Is that shallow of me? Eh, who cares.
12.)Is there a way I could get in good shape before, say the middle of May? I have a feeling I will be in a situation where my shirt will be coming off, and I don't look so great. :-(
13.)Is that shallow of me? Eh, who cares. I guess I kind of do.
14.)Andrew, your rats are so majorly cute, I hadn't seen them in awhile, or at least I hadn't really paid them as much attention as I should have been, because when I saw them on monday (or whenever) they were so cute it hurt me. They wanted that bread so bad!
15.)If you cut a starfish in half, you get two starfishes! That is so rad. Also, starfish from the class Asteroida are called "asteroids." :-D That is awesome.
16.)I guess that one wasn't something I hated.
17.)Pasta salad/potato salad from kroger. I used to like it, now I hate it.
18.)Blockbuster. Oh God I am in so much trouble with them...always.
19.)Hey, if anyone has anything that is late in my name (rebecca: rent. Andrew: Rambo) please return them. They call my home. I'm not mad or anything, but it stresses my mom. FYI she's not mad either, I just don't want her to get stressed or anything.
20.)Scarling. was on the L word apparently. with their way cool song "bummer." This is not something I hate, simply a fact I just learned.

Okay, list over. Um..I am stalling from reading more about echinodermata. Because I don't care. XD Oh, my shelves have been taken down, and I have a huge empty wall now. My mom is going to paint a benzene up there for me, and then I'm gonna have her cover the wall in chemical reactions. My own way of telling the world "I don't plan on ever having sex." XD

P.S. when I started this entry, it asked me if I wanted to restore from a saved draft, so I said yes for curiosity's sake. My restored draft was simply "I hate" Which is what prompted this entry. That is a sample of the behind the scenes facts you can get from the special director's cut version of my livejournal coming out on DVD soon!

Oh gosh gosh bgosh

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 06:29:35 GMT

Today was so weird. On so many levels. But that's a moot point I guess. I don't know what's going on man....